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We are human. Sometime we need to take a rest for a long
time. That’s what I do in this time. My life is lost, a little bit of life. I thought that I need
a heal, but totally I know It’s normal to everyone. Happen in the past.
I don’t know what to do, but I take slow tap by doing what I
love. I left everything, start doing something new and it’s awesome.
Even though I don’t have idea what I will doing, but it’s
fun. I have high hope, it is worth.
I stop caring about others. It’s only natural as human
being. The reality when I am worrying. It hurt me so much. So I stop caring
about people around me. And nobody can hurt me anymore. Everything people do or
say, I don’t care. I am really nothing to do with others.
Why I left? This is really dark time for me. Maybe this is
just inside my mind, not in reality. But, actually I felt like this. I drive my
motorcycle fast, playing in rainy day, walk alone from corner to corner. I do
so much stupid thing, sleep for many hours. And its’ okay. I believe in fate, all that happen in life
What people do to me, It doesn’t matter anymore. I have to
realize that I have my own control of my own opinion, believe, perspective. I
don’t have to let people judge me in that way. I am enough, my soul is perfect as I am.
Move forward, enjoy that full of happiness. Feeling more happier
in life.
Feel strong, bad thing happen. That’s right!
I love myself, I am confident, That’s affirmation what I am thinking
about myself. Love myself! I know how wonderful and awesome I am. I am
conform within and confidence.
I stop explain myself to other. It wasted my time and
energy. Because I have people that love me and know who I am. I realize that
people care about me. They don’t need an explanation.
I do the things that I love to do. Things that make me feel life.
It makes me feel amazing. Go out in nature, windy, took some of pictures. Listen to
the song of the ocean, trees, birds. Get back in touch with nature, walk
outside. Giving me a new energy. This moment, I growth.
Talk to the people, make connection, learn something and
their ideas. Journal, talk to myself, find a little bit inspiration or
any emotions. And I got why I am feeling was in that way. It makes myself about
what is really true on me.
Life happen and I have to be okay even up and down. It’s
totally normal to have high and low point. That if life is not top and low, it
could be boring. I just stay walk and pretend that I am okay.
The life that I love are beautiful and meaningful. Travel
and awesome people. My best self and dream life.
Today, I love my life and each day, I am working better. I
just wake up for living. Brought I am today.
I have something else to do. Positive impact in the world.
Realy cool. I have a lot of fun. I am in place that I love my life become a
master of my life. It’s not easy and taking time.
Honestly, focus on positive. Starting to speaking myself
like affirmation to repeat to self. Self forgiveness. Realize that I am not
perfect because we are human. It’s okay to be lost, I am not perfect. That’s
beautiful. Anyone just looks perfect in social media. It’s not competition.
It’s community.
Putting my pen to paper and let my thought. I heal myself
and document too. Heart brakes, love, a lot of emotion! Alright, had a lot of idea, but not really finish anything.
So funny to look back. Finding inspiration what to do in my
life. A lot of feeling. Loving with the entirely of my heart, loving this life,
loving the people you have met and the thing you are seeing and the experiences
you are living. All of my dreams is part of my journey.
Love you all, see you next time..
